Broken Spirit
It's been so mentally draining recently.I'm beginning to have self-doubt over my abilities to be a capable doctor.
Doesn't help that I don't get any encouragement.
Right now I don't really want to do medicine.
Because it's just too tiring.
And when I'm so tired, I really don't feel like helping people.
My temper is short, my mood is foul, my face is in a perpetual frown.
I don't enjoy what I do.
What a stark contrast to my first month.
When I was tired but happy, doing what I did, helping patients.
It's not where you are, it's who you are with.
4 Comments:
Wei Qiang, hang on in there. I have not given up on you. :)
hey weiqiang, jiayou, life will get better after your med posting. or even after your current stint in your current ward ;)
Thank you all for your encouragement. It has really made me feel better.
I will stay stronger, afterall what can't kill me, will make me better.
Thank you!
i absolutely agree with u... it's who u're working with tt drives u on sometimes. everytime i feel like complaining abt my calls or my workload, i think of my MO's, reg and cons who were sweating in OT the whole nite, i feel i have absolutely no right to complain...
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